All I want is....

All I want is to be happy...

All I want is to have a stable life...

All I want is to feel secure...

All I want is to enjoy every single day...

All I want is to feel good about myself...

All I want is to have someone by my side and cheer me up when I am down...

All I want is to be appreciated...

All I want is to be better in everything I do...

All I want is to be lovely, sweet and always smile...

Gwen Stefani's Malaysia Concert

I went to concert with Cherrie and met many of my Astro ex-colleagues there! The concert was great!!! I love the song <4 in the morning>!

Cherrie brought her super powerful camera there and zoom lens to take Gwen's photos! happy that I brought her, haha thanks babe!

Check out more of Gwen's concert photos at Cherrie's blog
http://aprilcherrie.com/

heartbreaking.....

why would I endure the vicious emotional abuse that make me feel like I never meant a damn thing...

why would I endure the gut wrenching pain of longing when he seem to do everything in power to hurt and ignore...

why would I give in so much when so many times being not appreciated...

why would I become a fool again...

fucking heart broken.


annie, thanks for the song 'I will survive' !

Gwen Stefani - 4 in the morning

Gwen Stefani Lyrics

Gwen Stefani Lyrics

My Personal Tarot cards based on name and birth date

things I want in life....

1. Friends. Real ones.
2. True love.
3. Financial security.
4. Room to breathe.
5. Intellectual stimulation.
6. A beautiful nice home.
7. Good health.
8. Integrity.
9. Happiness.
10. Look at the positives in everything negative.
11. Have myself a loving family.
12. To not cry over stupid issues.
13. Respect my parents.
14. Learn from mistakes.
15. Be confidence.
16. Be myself.
17. Never stop learning.
18. To be successful in career.
19. To explore other countries.
20. To respect and be respected.
21. Be lovely.
22. Smile more.
23. To achieve my dream before i die.
24. To appreciate people who is true to me.

很多時候

愛情何必論長短，
剎那真心即永恆。

當我不在堅持、不在設定自己該得到什麼的時候，我的心便寬容了。
於是，我開始明白，什麼是快樂為什麼不快樂。

很多時候：

能愛人比被愛快樂。
不要求比要求快樂。
原諒比被原諒快樂。
不期待比期待快樂。
不擁有比擁有快樂。
不計較比計較快樂。
對自己誠實比對別人交代重要。

理智做 选择

何必那么辛苦。。。

有人对我说， 拍拖是考验他是否适合你。 而结婚是共同有个目标。

做不到，何必在一起?

女人，还是要理智做选择。

Hate driving in malaysia!

why is these happened almost everyday driving on the road in malaysia??? piss me off! i would swear and become so irritated driving here.

...the slow drivers ALWAYS hog the right lane
...the slow drivers hog the right lane and talk on their cellphone, oblivious and inconsiderate of those behind them
...the slow drivers would speed up on purpose when they realize your intention of overtaking them
...the slow drivers stick stubbornly to their speed limit or brake frequently for not apparent reason on the right lane although there are signs indicating that they should stick left if not overtaking
...the slow drivers (either during peak or off-peak hours) clearly do not have a life or a family to rush home for or are taking their slow, sweet time looking for one or another
...our drivers do not use signals when changing lanes or turning into junctions
...drivers who drive in the middle of the road between 2 lanes where you can't overtake them
......our roads have got potholes, debris, roadkill, animal poo and other discarded items that are detrimental to your car and dangerous to your life
...and guy drivers who keep staring at you and stalking behind?!

wtf

thinking of happy things i have...

-an old simple Nokia phone from my mom since I lost my Motorola V3X in china which I used for 1 month and changed 4 times from the place I bought at Low Yat * i feel the phone really don't like me =~(
-a 3G LG brand phone from Australia which don't function properly anymore
-a Sony USB + MP3 + recorder which I used to listen to my favourite songs and record my melody when I am inspired.
-a HP Compaq Presario V3000 model notebook, is my baby!! it looks really elegant ,black in colour with wide screen.
-a Gucci purse from aus few years back, now it looks a bit dirty... i want a new one!
-sexy lingerie...... turn me on! =P
-comfortably driving a VR4 Mitsubishi Galant which can speed and easily handle, no feeling driving 150mph on the highway. can i drive any fasteR? =P
-lots of accessories~ pendants, bracelet, earrings, necklace,rings....
-Anna Sui's fan! all the perfumes, love its lips gloss, face powder, mascara, mirror...
-I have a customised Anna Sui's tattoo on my leg~~! love it!
-a Swarovski heart shaped crystal pendant given by Andreas on valentine's day =x (oh i can get excited with swarovski)

what species am i on earth? the list goes on.....